You want to know a secret?

Today is my birthday eve, my dads'bday. My mom made me remember something when she was over Mother Day.
She asked me when did I start celebrating my birthday?

Good question. I think when I turned 31. I use to be on pins and needles when my bday approached because it seemed like something bad was going to happen. An unexpected bill, my stepdad died around my bdy and other ish. I wish she never bought it up because it has been blowing me every since.